8 months goes by so fast. Today is the 8 month "anniversary" of when my gravitational pull toward true love began. I put "anniversary" in quotes because we joke about how it is really a "monthaversary". When we hit the one year mark it will be an anniversary... i digress. Either way happy 8 months love. I can't wait to get back and be with you. knowing that I have you no matter what is not explainable by words... No matter what gas costs, what the new president does or doesn't do, if Venus and Jupiter line up that close again, if Somolian pirates keep attacking ships, if Lil Wayne wins all 8 grammys, if Jay-Z and Beyonce stay the richest celebrity couple, if Apple makes a 'better' i-anything, if another season of some show comes out on DVD, if school budgets get cut, no matter if India makes it back to the moon, NO MATTER what happnes we will be together to love, hug, kiss, grow, walk, run, swim, eat, live, give, bleed, weep, sing, dance, play, raise, praise, careess, publish, fordge, mold, teach, cheerish, and oh so much more. can't wait love.... but......
the great test of time while being so far away from her is challenging. Like "Dashboard Confessional" said in "Brilliant Dance," I often feel like I am measuring time with a 'clock that's blinking 8's'. I get home from work on many occasions, and after 'talking' to Sarah, on what we have found to be the most "intimate" form of communitcation we have, webcam, I sit back and wonder....why can't this time go by faster. Oh the pain and joy that come from knowing how close yet how far away we are from being with each other is like that of salt in a gapping cut wound from razor wire. But I "take these chances," and "place them in a box until a quieter time" just like Dave Matthews sang, (RIP LeRoi Moore). So until the quieter time is here, when I am back in SC with all that is amazing to me. I will keep loving this pixelated euphoria of bliss that I get to have each night that I get back to where I currently live, and then when I go to bed at night I just dream of what is to come and how one day we will be able to "go swimming in the sunshine, Dangling from clotheslines" (counting crows).
Getting to be free and in love like we have planned it out to be just perfect.
good night moon
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